At some point people need to realize how silly, and sad they look creating unnecessary drama!
It's actually no one else's fault you're extremely unhappy with your life, and insecure about yourself! It's no one responsibly to help you become happy with what you have, and who you are; if you're ungrateful, and possess self hate! That's simply, a personal problem only you, and Waheguru can deal with; no one else!
People will undoubtedly stay away from you, not include you, laugh behind your back, or feel pity for you; especially when you're far from being young, and still trying to cause UNNECESSARY drama! You should definitely feel embarrassed!
I don't create Drama, because I'm never jealous of anyone! I'm never filled with bitterness, negative energy, or evil hatred towards anyone! I'll pray for people that are filled with so much self hate; they fail to appreciate the blessings of Waheguru!
Waheguru
The Singhs 2023